Sarah Nicoles Tranny world

Hi I'm Sarah Nicole a crossdresser in my 40's. I've been dressing since my early teens. And going out dressed since my early 30's.
I was born in London England.But lived most of my childhood life in a small town near Bristol. I had the usual childhood, School
Playing outside, and lots of time alone on my bike exploring the local area.

I experimented with wearing my mothers clothes in my early teens, Pantie girdles tights longline bra's and some of her best dresses.
for a while her shoes fit too, i specially loved a pair of white stilletoes with a 3 inch heel.

Having finished school the family moved from Bristol to Worcester and i then left home for a while to attend a polythechnic in the north of England. I didn't have any opportunity to dress apart from offered the chance to wear a fellow students high heeled pumps that she'd just bought(we had the same shoe size.) I declined (idiot!!!) saying i didn't want to ruin them before she'd even had the chance to wear them properly.

My dressing didn't really take off until i had left home and was living with my wife, i had told her before we wed and she seemed
not to mind too much.The story of how i told her appears on another page of this site. We didn't have much money in those early days so i was limited in what i had to wear( it took several years for me to even get a wig ). and to be honest i was going slowly mad
just dressing at home. About this time i got my first computer and gained access to the internet for the first time. It opened up a
whole world that i didn't really know existed. i found i wasn't a freak just one of many millions around the world who shared my passion for dressing as a women. I even found that there were support groups for girls like us. There was one in Birmingham that met weekly in a private house.

The feeling of relief i felt in making contact with others like me was immense. That first visit was incredible, i was made to feel so welcome and got given support, encouragement and advice in equal measure. Sarah began to blossom into the women she is today.I attend the group most saturdays for about 3 years even venturing out in public a couple of times. Eventually my work meant i had to move again, this time to East Anglia. I was lucky enough to find another group that met weekly this time in an out of the way pub called the Fox and Hounds. It was one of the best places i've ever been friendly accepting and a truly cosmepolitan atmosphere.

It was during this time my marriage ended, which whilst painfull allowed me to further express my feminine side without the restrictions a marriage has. I also explored my sexuality, i needed to find out if the fantasy's i'd had were what i wanted to do.I enjoyed the fun i had none of the relationships worked.

Eventually i started a relationship with a co-worker who has been my rock ever since. I told her after our first date about Sarah. she has been so supportive that i think she loves me as Sarah more than as my male alter ego. We've been out clubbing and shopping together so many times that i could fill a book with our adventures.

Once again work forced me to move, this time across the Atlantic to America, my girlfriend coming with me. I am yet to find a group here but hope to soon.